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My Spiritual Awakening: The Great Rebalancing Begins – Series Post: 1

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Something shifted on January 25th, 2025. It wasn’t just the planets—it was in my body, my mind, my very being. I felt it like a call, an undeniable knowing that something ancient was waking up within me. Looking back, every thread of my life had been weaving me toward this moment.


Signs and Synchronicities Before the Shift


On January 25th, I knew the planets were aligning, but I didn’t realize just how powerful this moment would be. I was sitting up in bed, going through the motions of my spiritual intentions, like any other night.


2024 was the first time I had ever felt called to celebrate Yule. It felt new and exciting, perfectly aligned with where my intuition and soul were guiding me—toward long-forgotten roots.


I had received a journal as a Christmas gift from my dear friend, Anna. After receiving it, I felt an unexpected pull to journal that night for the first time in decades. I soon developed a habit of writing down wishes, magical thoughts, and channeled messages that resonated deeply with me.


On that night, I wrote, "I ask Ancestral Mothers and Mother Goddesses for paths to my inner power, strength, and resilience." Then, I came across a channeled message from Ash_theselfhealer. Something about it felt different. It resonated with me in a way I couldn’t explain—as though she was speaking directly to me. I grabbed my pen and wrote it down as fast as I could, knowing, somehow, that it was important.


In the days leading up to January 25th, I experienced what I now recognize as synchronicities.

  • January 18th – Channel said “God wants you to know a string of miracles is on the way. God will prove you're worthy.

  • January 19th – A different channel said “You have big blessings and unfolding of power coming from spirit.

  • January 20th – I felt called to write down my personal faith statements and spoke them aloud with intention.

  • January 21st – @Ash_theselfhealer channeled a message: “You are going through an initiation. You have priestess, healer, medicine woman, and witch path energy.”

  • Looking back, I realize I was experiencing ascension symptoms. Many of these symptoms had always been present due to my chronic illnesses, so I hadn’t considered they might be something more—until now. The ear ringing, waking up in the middle of the night, emotional upheaval, energy shifts, and mental fog were all there. But then came something new: pain at the base of my spine during my spiritual rituals, heightened intuition & meditation visuals, angel numbers, feathers appearing everywhere, clairvoyance developing, chakra activations (especially my throat and root chakras), and mental downloads.


I later learned that energetic initiations like this are meant to test the intentions of souls within human form—to see what we will do when granted greater awareness of the power and magic beyond the veil.

  • January 22nd – @brittanybento channeled a message: “Get ready—God will move a mountain for you to let abundance flow. You may be experiencing sensations at the base of your spine. Archangel Michael is with you.”

  • January 24th – Another message from Brittany’s channel: “Anticipation for divine change and an offer ahead. Red robins (which I saw only a few days later). Root and ground yourself. This offer is coming through very thought out from spirit.” Her words felt exciting, but I wasn’t yet fully in sync with their power.


And then, January 25th arrived...


The Awakening on the 25th: The Great Rebalancing Begins


The channeled message from Ash struck something deep within me:


"Your feminine power is rising. Hearing Kundalini awakening. You are learning how to be your own safe space so your feminine energy can fully step into its power. Your masculine energy is healing along your maternal lineage—a line where safety was always sought externally. You are learning to create that safety within yourself. Lifetimes of healing have led to this moment, activating and balancing your masculine and feminine at the same time. This lifetime is for helping the world. You will be supported while stepping into this power. You're supposed to wake up an ancient power and wisdom that has lived within many others, for lifetimes, who are also meant to step into the actualization and reclamation of this same amount of power within them. You are seen stepping into this power as lighting fires within people, while maintaining a safe place within yourself, across the map. You hold a key within awakening your own power. This key opens an ancient codex that lives within the DNA of so many who are meant to wake up and wield the same amount of power. You're exactly where you're supposed to be. You have healed. You are whole. You no longer need external validation—you know your strength, safety, and power. You have faith now."


It was like being struck by lightning, not just metaphorically—but in an almost literal way. The message also described me levitating off the ground, hands sparking with electricity, connecting into something far greater than myself. And suddenly, pieces of the past few days began clicking into place.


The Signs Were There All Along 🔮


The day before, on the 24th, I had been tested in a stressful moment. But instead of reacting as I once would have, I used my mindful tools, maintaining my vibration. A small but significant victory. When I checked the time—11:11 AM. A confirmation.


At that same moment, I had randomly started singing Michael Row the Boat Ashore, a song I hadn’t thought of in decades. Only later did I recall that Archangel Michael had been mentioned in a previous channeling as being with me. I hadn’t given it much thought that morning, but now? It felt intentional.


Then I recalled another channeled message I had received—this one from Brittany Bento. She had spoken of divine change, an offer ahead, masculine energy coming into balance, emotional fulfillment, and calmer waters. Knowing you have value. Offer is coming because of what you bring to the table. Trust the process. Letting go of old cycles, perceptions, negative self talk. The words rest, trust, root, and ground stood out to me now. She had mentioned the color red. And suddenly, I remembered the pain I had felt at the base of my spine that night.


Was this my root chakra awakening? Was this my Kundalini rising?


The Universe Was Speaking to Me in Codes ⚡️


It wasn’t just one source confirming this. It was multiple, unconnected people across different platforms, each channeling the same themes. That realization sent chills through me. It was like the universe was flashing neon signs, saying: PAY ATTENTION. This isn’t random. This is divine orchestration.


As the night unfolded, I became overwhelmed with the sheer number of synchronicities.


I had been drawn to A Discovery of Witches—a book about a woman coming into her power. Why had I felt so compelled to read it now, of all times? Was it mirroring my own awakening?


I had received a channeled message recently that I might feel charged or shock things accidentally. Lately, every time I touched something—zap. My son even kept saying, “Mama, you shocked me again!” And now, this vision from Ash’s channeling—electricity shooting from my hands. Was my body actually reacting to this awakening?


I glanced at the time—9:42. 42 again. The number I had been seeing daily for weeks. A number deeply significant to me and the friend who had gifted me this very journal I was now writing in. When I later researched the spiritual meaning of 42, I found it was tied to balance, divine guidance, and life purpose. Things were fitting together!


Everything Was Coming Full Circle 🗝️


Suddenly, I started remembering even more past channeled messages (which was significant given my history with memory recall issues)—ones I had received months ago about stepping into my purpose in the new year. At the time, I assumed the messages were about my blog’s success. But now, it felt bigger. Like the blog was just one piece of a much larger puzzle. Those earlier messages likely weren’t just about this blog’s success but about the deeper calling tied to my soul’s purpose.


I kept seeing the word key everywhere, and I had received a channeled message telling me to look for keys. Then came the realization—I am a key. A key to unlocking something ancient, something encoded not just within me, but within others who are meant to awaken, too.


Even my therapist had been emotional in recent sessions—something highly unusual for her. She had even admitted she saw this path unfolding for me in a vision. Was she sensing something before I even fully grasped it myself?


Then, my phone started glitching.

I had been receiving synchronicities through technology all night. But when my phone malfunctioned, I took it as a sign: Spirit had said enough for now. The transmission had ended.


But The Messages Kept Coming 🚪


I tried grounding myself, meditating with red jasper. But the angel numbers on the clock wouldn’t stop mirroring back to me—9:55, 10:01, 10:10, 10:22, 10:44. Everywhere I looked, the divine was winking at me.


Then, I got an email reminder—“Look up Gnostic Christianity.”


It was 10:01. Another mirrored number. Another sign.


I tried to distract myself, watching Friends. The scene? Rachel debating something life-changing. I looked at the clock—10:10. Chills.


I did my grounding meditation. At the very end, the guide said, “Open your eyes.”

 

I did.


10:44.


Only then was I able to sleep.

 

The Final Confirmation 🌞


The next morning, as I scrolled Instagram over breakfast, I came across a post that made me freeze:


"That fire in your belly isn’t anxiety—it’s ancient serpent wisdom remembering how to rise. Woman, your intuition isn't just another voice—it’s the ancient knowing that has lived in your DNA for lifetimes. Let it rise, let it guide, let it strike with perfect timing. In every cell of your being lies a library of ancient wisdom, a coiled serpent remembering how to birth stars. Your DNA isn’t just a blueprint—it’s a bridge between who you’ve always been and who you’re remembering how to become. It’s time to start using your power.”


I read it, took a deep breath, and whispered, “I accept this power.”


I glanced at the clock.


6:55 AM.


“I think I had a spiritual awakening last night.” I told my husband.


I could barely contain the excitement. This wasn’t just a series of coincidences. My body had responded. The anxiety-prone places in my body were silent. The places I had felt disconnected from before were now alive.


This was real. 🔥


I had awakened.

 

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Only the Beginning


This awakening isn’t just a single moment—it’s an unfolding, a journey that’s still revealing itself. And I know I’m not the only one feeling it. Maybe you've had moments like these—signs, synchronicities, a deep knowing rising within you—but you weren’t sure how to name them. Maybe you’ve hesitated to say, something is shifting or I feel different, but I don’t know how to explain it.


If any part of this resonates with you—if you've been seeing the signs, feeling the energy, or awakening to something bigger—I invite you to walk this path with me. I’ll be sharing more as this unfolds, and I’d love to hear from you, too. Drop a comment, share your experiences, or simply sit with this and know: You are not alone in this.


Stay tuned for the next part of this journey—because this is only the beginning of The Great Rebalancing! 🌙 📖


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